Wednesday, December 07, 2005
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.::[ Wednesday 07/12/05 ]::. Hey all.. lyke i`ve promised .. Aku kembali blogging dan cerita kan tentang hidup ku.. First of all.. I`m a single guy.. baru break up ngan my ex which in a 2 years relationship.. Juz bcoz of a small thing.. ok .. I duwan tell much abt her.. cuz i`ve get on with lifE!!!.. Hmm meh cite tentang diriku eh.. aku skg dah graduate dari ITE Balestier.. tgh tgu result exam jer.. Takut sey.. seram .. badi.. dan mcm2 lagi perasaan yang ade.. Takut2 kalau fail.. kene stayback sey.. ish. tanak ar.. Malu sey.. ok skg pun tengah tgu tpt kerja kall.. dah bnyk tempat aku g interview.. tapi satu pun belum called up lagi.. haiz.. nasib2.. Hmm.. my life sekarang getting more and more happening since dah single.. nak flirt2 pun ok.. tapi .. aku nie bukan handsome sangat.. takde sape yang nak terpikat.. haiz.. sebut pasal nie.. meh aku cite kan tentang love life aku.. Aku got to know tis gurl frm internet.. ok .. bobual gitu2.. tak pernah jumpe thru fone jer and gambar jer...... den as daes goes by.. aku dapat tau yang hati aku dah terpaut pat die.. bukan sebab die lawa.. nak kate lawa tu ok lah .. cute jer... aku pun bukan nye handsome.. nak lawa2 pun lau hati tak baik wart pe kan..terpikat pasal she`s understanding... boleh layan karenah aku.. baik .. Hmm.. aku slalu bobual ngan die kat fone mase belum jumpe.. chat pun rancak .. have a lot of thing to talk about..... Den 1 day nie.. aku pergi jumpe die... ok she`s fun to be with.. tapi yang part sedih skali.. after that moment .. perbualan kite da tak rancak mcm dulu.. whenever jumpe die pat msn jer die mesti ade hal lah .. brb lah nie lah.. ade jer mcm2 alasan.. den aku tunggu punye lame .. aku pun tak tau asl aku bengap g tunggu... mungkin sayang sgt agak nye.. ta lah... aku pun bingung... dulu die kate sayang sane sini.. and gosh.. i really took it seriously.. i guess now i know itu sekadar kate2 jer.. tried to approach her .. tapi .. i`m just scared and confused.. ERGH!!! i`m hurt again... Asal sey dorang suke wart aku cam nie?? tah lah... tapi takpe lah.. guess i will have to ask her in a way that no one wil get hurt.. ergh!! k lah.. aku nak outs.. nak p pikir.. K lah.. take care peeps. bubyes... "Berulangkali Hatiku DilukaiKadangkalanya tangisan diundang sekali".:|< .::. CipL@k03 .::. >|::.
PS: BABY!! IF U ARE READING THIS..I`M IN LOVE WITH U!! I DOEAN TO BE HURT AGAIN!!! PLS>>. sob sob :'(
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